2012. It's going to be a beautiful year, I can feel it.Everyone who was home for Christmas break has officially packed up and returned to school. I've been left here to figure things out on my own. I swear it's like once I catch my breath God says "Oh good, you've caught your breath, let's dive deep again. I don't think you've had enough of this yet."-Can't complain, these trialing yet precious adventures with Jesus are how I learn and I wouldn't rather be on that kind of a ride with anyone other than the very lover of my soul. Who needs to catch a break right? :)

- matthew 12:34 is my current conviction
- i'm trying to trust in God's greater plan, even though it hurts right now
- stressed out and weary to the max; emotionally, spiritually and physically
- school, work, becoming a young adult, feeling sick, wanting to be unearthed

 God pretty much made me aware that I'm an idiot and don't trust Him nearly enough as I should. I want to do it right this time.
TIMING IS EVERYTHING. Things are missing from me and I just want to go back, right this very second, and live the way I think my life should be. - Last time I tried that it didn't turn out well so I'm trying to trust again that I'm taken care of. Faith in God includes faith in His timing. That is something huge I have learned/ am learning in my current journey.
You see, if you were to say invite God to a tea party .. He'd be exactly on time. Rarely early and most certainly NEVER late.
That's how He is when it comes to the plans He has for you.
[Silly illustration, I know] but it's true. God in His entirety is PERFECT.


To those who believe in the power of prayer, please send up a word for me.
You're all wonderful and if you're reading this, you are loved!

Stay encouraged.